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ReStructuring

So I've been told to restructure my research, implementing multimedia elements since I'm not even anywhere close to doing a thesis on psychology. Although I'd love to...but I'm not qualified enough. So yes, we're still talking about crazy people online, whom isolate themselves to find a piece of misrepresentation of the self in the virtual world ... but that is not longer primary.

What is it about our hectic lives today that allow us to submit our daily prayers to a static screen ?
"God" to some are represented by the speed and power of a microchip in our cpus.

Yet Another

I came across another subject, someone I barely know. Someone who seeks desperate attention she would actually turn to violence to get it. Unfortunately enough it, it is someone's sister that lead me to think that I should not interfere. I might be interviewing my friend.

We were doing our College's school roadshow last weekend when I noticed a middle age chinese man dressed all in black walk up and down the same proximity, looking angry and speaking to himslef, smoking ciggarettes ALL DAY without a break. I wonder about what they see and hear. I wonder if it's more beautiful or just as cluttered as the physical world we live in today named "reality". These days, I keep my sanity cycling to nowhere, climbing when I can't stretch no more and analysing madness than living and breathing this hectic heat. Just an outlet to collect only more data.

Love On The Internet : Updated Response From A Lesbian Forum

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Have you met that special someone online and think she/he is THE ONE?

Tell us about your success (or failure) stories here. We're listening

« Reply #1 on: Sep 10th, 2003, 1:27pm » Quote Modify

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interesting question.. good thing : communcation develops without being judged by beauty and body. so it takes effort and brains to get it going. then we can truly say its the beauty from within that attracts. bad thing : some are just plain abusive of the anonymous situation and create a whole different persona from the true self. well.. all things are in balance - must have both good and bad. so if it works for us, it works. else just too bad!

few years back, i thought i found The One while meddling with the internet. things went on pretty fast and furious and its was click click click all the way! soulmate? perhaps. love? possible. companionship? most likely. anyway, our relationship lasted 2 years. is she The One? now i know the answer - nope!

but it worked out okay while we were still trying to keep the relationship alive. so my view? finding The One on the internet is possible. anyone wanna try? go ahead! just be careful and pls dun be so gullible ok?

(a made-up quote by urs truly)
".. i have a dream... i dream that someday everyone will learn to understand that Destiny paves our lives but Fate is in our hands and We decide which path to take.. "

haha! this 5am rambling is too much, even for me!

btw, u recall an odd looking couple who nearly shared a place with u? im half of them nice to catch u again!

« Reply #2 on: Sep 12th, 2003, 8:58pm »
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I hv been meeting a lot of ppl in the net but mostly we r juz frens. Its not ez 2 find unless u r able 2 click wif tat person.

woof?

« Reply #3 on: Nov 4th, 2003, 11:31pm »

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hmm, it's always nice to have a decent and/or indecent conversation with someone of equal intellectual capabilities on the internet. I used to often chat people up on the irc. casual flirting. after a few chats, my curiosity would urge me to meet up with these people.

I'm often disappointed after the meeting, not that the girls are unattractive, but because they often do not turn out the way I have wanted them to be. thing is, when I'm chatting with these ladies, I've often developed my own perception of them. I've created for them an image and identity. my ideal, what I want them to be.

meeting up with them would be like watching a movie adapted from a good book. it's often a disappointment. because the movie usually do not meet up to expectations. and so, after a while, I stopped meeting up with people from the internet. but I still enjoy a good chat once in a while.

« Reply #4 on: Dec 9th, 2003, 11:39pm »

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interesting.

hmmmm....life's full of experiences and experimentations...not that we are out to seek for thrills and enjoyment. It's just part of the learning process. Different people have different styles, characteristics and so forth. And having the net around merely give us another outlet to make more friends precisely why we are here (dun say you are juz peeping around...haha)

And also it seems so HHideous and EExciting to know someone but not know someone? hmmm how to put it......nebbermind....

he/she nee not be the special someone....but someone special enough for you drop a note, sms or sumthing should be suffice...

i wanna meet mono....

« Reply #5 on: Dec 10th, 2003, 7:20pm »

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actually I don't meet up with people from the net as often as I used to. I think the chalet was one of the rare occasions.

I am always dropping people notes and such, I enjoy getting to know people. find out what makes them tick.

you sure you wanna meet me?

Re: Love on the internet
« Reply #6 on: Dec 10th, 2003, 7:24pm »

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hmm, on the topic of net friends, what happen to the rest of the folks who use to post in the forum regularly in the past?

what happened?

Re: Love on the internet
« Reply #7 on: Dec 11th, 2003, 7:54am »

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oh yea!! can we exchange pics first.... (kidding)

so when is ur next outing??

Re: Love on the internet
« Reply #8 on: Dec 11th, 2003, 4:45pm »

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-lol-

hmm, seriously I have no idea.

currently stressed by work, usually prefer to go home and just chill, read a book or watch some telly.

perhaps I'm just feeling old. but of course with some motivation or a worthy event, I'm sure I'll be able to convince myself to get out of the house.

Re: Love on the internet
« Reply #9 on: Dec 11th, 2003, 11:30pm »

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I met all my ex-gf through intenet. For me, internet is the most acceptable way to get myself linked with others in the les community. (I never go to les pub or any les gathering ..)

But that doesn't mean looking for Miss right is the only motive for me to chat through internet. No matter how fantastic feelings between you two on internet, you have to get down to real life to know more of each other.

Honestly speaking, non of my internet love last longer than 1 year. And I still dream of encounter the other half in normal life. But dream is dream. Wait forever, I will never wake up...

Re: Love on the internet
« Reply #10 on: Jan 6th, 2004, 6:14am »

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Gd 4 u jac cos I can't seem 2 find one in the net. Probably is b'cos I can't talk. 2 me talking 2 someone online is hard.

« Reply #11 on: Jan 6th, 2004, 6:30am »
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hm... maybe that someone is not to meet you yet for some reason. you know like those movies... hm...

Re: Love on the internet
« Reply #12 on: Jan 8th, 2004, 10:30pm »

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wat r u mumbling abt, dearie?

Re: Love on the internet
« Reply #13 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 9:45am »
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on Jan 6th, 2004, 6:30am, blury wrote:hm... maybe that someone is not to meet you yet for some reason. you know like those movies... hm...

mayb u r rite. my fate 4 love has not cum yet
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Love On the Internet

Me: Have you met that special someone online and think she/he is THE ONE? Tell us about your success (or failure) stories here. We're listening

witz: interesting question.. good thing : communcation develops without being judged by beauty and body. so it takes effort and brains to get it going. then we can truly say its the beauty from within that attracts. bad thing : some are just plain abusive of the anonymous situation and create a whole different persona from the true self. well.. all things are in balance - must have both good and bad. so if it works for us, it works. else just too bad!

few years back, i thought i found The One while meddling with the internet. things went on pretty fast and furious and its was click click click all the way! soulmate? perhaps. love? possible. companionship? most likely. anyway, our relationship lasted 2 years. is she The One? now i know the answer - nope!

but it worked out okay while we were still trying to keep the relationship alive. so my view? finding The One on the internet is possible. anyone wanna try? go ahead! just be careful and pls dun be so gullible ok?

(a made-up quote by urs truly)
".. i have a dream... i dream that someday everyone will learn to understand that Destiny paves our lives but Fate is in our hands and We decide which path to take.. "

haha! this 5am rambling is too much, even for me!

btw, u recall an odd looking couple who nearly shared a place with u? im half of them nice to catch u again!

jep: I hv been meeting a lot of ppl in the net but mostly we r juz frens. Its not ez 2 find unless u r able 2 click wif tat person.

mono: hmm, it's always nice to have a decent and/or indecent conversation with someone of equal intellectual capabilities on the internet. I used to often chat people up on the irc. casual flirting. after a few chats, my curiosity would urge me to meet up with these people.

I'm often disappointed after the meeting, not that the girls are unattractive, but because they often do not turn out the way I have wanted them to be. thing is, when I'm chatting with these ladies, I've often developed my own perception of them. I've created for them an image and identity. my ideal, what I want them to be.

meeting up with them would be like watching a movie adapted from a good book. it's often a disappointment. because the movie usually do not meet up to expectations. and so, after a while, I stopped meeting up with people from the internet. but I still enjoy a good chat once in a while.

Me: Anything else to add to that ?

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Does it matter if you believe wrong from right?
Does it matter if I live outside of my skin?
Does it matter if I die from a sin?
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